sejak walimah si A haritu, semuaaaa asyik tanya, when would be my turn?

saya sendiri tak tahu! i formulated an answer which i gave to everyone, "esok inshaAllah".
to which my uncle replied, oh so your sister maryam would be the day after tomorrow?

Adehh.

Anyhow, an ukhti's remark astonished me. she did not ask when am i planning to get married, but instead she just said some prayers may my turn be next. a makcik (also an ukhti) did the same thing too!

wah im so touched by their sensitivity and their faith in Allah! sbb memanglah, tanya aku pun, bukannya aku boleh jawab pasal benda yang ghaib (my future), baiklah doakan sahaja kan?

anyways, ive started to believe, that azwaj are rizq, tak dapat kat dunia, Allah reward kat akhirat nanti inshaAllah. :)

kerja dan hidup sahaja lillah, then let Him decide. :)

a veryyyy good article on tarbiyatulaulad tips!
http://seekersguidance.org/blog/2010/01/10-successful-strategies-for-raising-children/

please revisit when u actually have one, dear self. heehee.

My idea of an ideal wedding

venue: huge field.

money only goes to food, thus can invite as many orphans n masaakin n akhawat n adik2 as u wish.

selagi dakwah dan tarbiyyah bukan kaca mata semua pakcik makcik emak ayah, dream on.

biological ties

bismillah,

baby bro: status daaa bekurun baru nak komen.....ketinggalan
me: dgn adik sniri takyah nak up to date sgt. tak lari mana.. :p
baby bro: hahaha....yelah...dgn adik x up to date....dgn org laen sntiaase update.....

when I first read his reply, I didn't feel a thing. well, an emotional remark coming out of a joker, who would take it seriously, aite?

Tadi entah macam mana terbaca lagi sekali conversation kami, and this time I could sense so many things between the lines. Agaknya mungkin juga pengaruh sangat terasa di anak dan di adik tirikan lately.

I probably am being overly sensitive about a small matter, but so what, I do not want him to feel what I felt.

Aku sayang adikku ini sama seperti aku sayang mutarabbi-mutarabbiku,  and I want the same amount of khair for each and every one of them. Taknak seorang pun tercicir dalam api neraka. Nak semua selamat, dan masuk syurga sama-sama.

Huuu.

And I love my older bro the same way too.

Seriously.

If only someone would approach them. Please please o Allah.

I was thinking about these when I was doing my daily tilawah n tadabbur (TnT), pastu tersentak dengan ayat-ayat 19 : 3-5, 9.

[3]
(Ingatkanlah peristiwa) ketika Nabi Zakaria berdoa kepada tuhannya dengan doa permohonan secara perlahan.
[4]
Ia merayu dengan berkata: Wahai Tuhanku! Sesungguhnya telah lemahlah tulang -tulangku, dan telah putih melepaklah uban kepalaku; dan aku – wahai Tuhanku – aku belum pernah kecewa dalam berdoa kepadaMu.
[5]
Dan sungguh aku khawatir terhadap kaum kerabatku sepeninggalanku;
[9]
Allah berfirman: Demikianlah. Hal itu mudah bagiKu kerana sesungguhnya Aku telah menciptakanmu dahulu, sedang engkau pada masa itu belum ada sebarang apapun.”

No, I have never given up on you my blood brothers. InshaAllah, God willing, if I keep on praying to Him, he would make this wish of ours come true, as He has never disappointed any of His servants.

I havent wrote anything in here for so long. it's not that there is nothing to write, (there are plenty) but merely lack of motivation.

Still remember my 'son' Ibrahim? Received updates from him yesterday, and it really really made my day!

Seeing him (from afar) growing up is reaaaaallly something! And seeing that he has similar interests (football and computer, hey this is no coincidence, thank you Allah!!!) strengthened the bond, and for a second, I feel that he is actually my own. Lol. Sentimental much?

But it saddened me that he didn't write anything about the future. Why oh dear?

You want to become a syahid ey?

Anyways, please pray that this particular deed is accepted by Allah. If ibrahim is meant to be a syahid in the near future, I want sahams in it too o Allah. This is the closest I can imagine getting to the holy position of a martyr.

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"Child Progress Report:

1.    I am best in:playing computer

2.   I love the most: My Mother

3.   When I grow up I want to be :

4.   My school’s name is :Terra sancta

5.   My favorite subject is: Drawing

6.   I know from the Quran by heart

7.   My favorite sport is: Football"

Adopt your own child here: http://www.humanconcern.org/csp.php

p/s:did i mention he is subhanAllah extreeeeeeeeeeeeemely cute? The picture shows him wearing a big handsome smile, and dressed in a tux. Oh, he is 5 btw. ;)

the other day i called home, and casually asked ummi what did she cook on that day. hesitantly, she replied, 'masak lemak ikan jenahak'.

when i called today, ummi was having breakfast, but before i had the chance to ask, she said, "dont worry, everything is what you can make on your own"

how thoughtful of ummi. heh~

Talked to kid#2,maryam this morning. Her latest ambition is to be a policewoman. I told her police officers do not earn enough money for a living, therefore she should become something else instead. I shouldn't have done that. I should just encourage her to be anything she wants to be n just work hard towards that. Well that is a lesson for next time.